It ain't no use putting up your umbrella till it rains.

It ain't no use putting up your umbrella till it rains.

We consume our tomorrows fretting about our yesterdays.

We consume our tomorrows fretting about our yesterdays.

I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. read more

I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.

I cry a lot. My emotions are very close to my surface. I don't want to hold anything in so read more

I cry a lot. My emotions are very close to my surface. I don't want to hold anything in so it festers and turns into pus - a pustule of emotion that explodes into a festering cesspool of depression.

Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.

Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.

Worry is the interest paid by those who borrow trouble.

Worry is the interest paid by those who borrow trouble.

Nothing in the affairs of men is worthy of great anxiety.

Nothing in the affairs of men is worthy of great anxiety.

When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his read more

When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened

Such a little man could not have made so big a depression.

Such a little man could not have made so big a depression.